Tuesday, April 2, 2013

If only I could go back and begin again!



Life plays fate games with us
It keeps us always in guess.
I live with a dread in my chest
What I may find out next?
and even if there is nothing to worry
I search for a woe in a hurry.
A voice keeps telling at the back of my head
I have to cry over all the leaves shed.
Despite the changes in season
a part of me dread for no reason.
As people around me hustle and bustle
I m left with my buddies, none other than hassles.
My heart is one delicate piece, I m so broken
life has left me thoroughly shaken.
This is not how I wanted to be
I want to be strong, proud to be me.
I have no idea of a content life
to subdue my foolish fears and bring myself alive.
I m the only one to be blamed
letting my negatives take over the positive flame.
Damage done to my life cannot be undone
there is no helping hand to lend.
In this adventurous journey called life 
at any rate, we have to resolve and thrive.
If only I could go back and begin again
to be a good role model for others, but in vain.